Today I got accepted to the other university I auditioned for! UNCG. But to refer to the negative air of this post, I called financial aid at Kansas and discovered that with the current funds, I cannot feasibly go there. It’s just too much for me and my family. And I feel as though I have been crushed.
How many people are lucky enough to get into their number one?

I don’t even know what to do or say. Wish me luck.